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miserable week...was encoded last 11:29:00 PM- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -
please, stop making my life upside down
make me happy
once
and i'll never forget
26th
dearest mom and dearest dad
had a big fight
never talked till next day
27th
dad birthday
i think mom just give in
coz its dad's big day
28th
wanted to buy stationery
all shops closed
walked for >30 mins to get stuffs
so ANGRY!!
dearest mom and dearest dad
had a big fight A.G.A.I.N!
baby faizan dropped glass at the kitchen
baby faizan interupted me from doing homework
dearest mom and dearest dad
fought again
faizan got scolded
i pitied him, so i brought him to
2nd level playground and i "did" my homework there
faizan disturbed me again
got angry
sent him home
went downstairs at 10pm to do homework
went back home
dad scolded mom
haiz...whats happening?
mom, dad
tell me...
stop doing all this crapy thingy k
please
its hurting me seeing both of you like this
these days
ive been helping people solve their problems,
advising them,
helping people in reletionship/friendship problems
but me my ownself is having problems (not only family problems)
how could that be?
am i too selfish about myself or am i too kind to people?
should i dont bother about the people in need
and help myself first or help the people in need first?
WHICH?
doing the former one will lead to people having the
mentality that i am selfish and dont think about them
but...
doing the latter will lead to me not solving my own problem
argh
why in 2010
why everything happens this year?
why the break up this year
why the fight this year
why the tears
why the scoldings
why the sacrifice
why EVERYTHING THIS YEAR?
W.H.Y?!
idk why...
god u havent been answering to my prayers
my wishes, my wants
everything
no, ur not helping me
why?...