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HORNY DAY + HEART BREAKING = ???was encoded last 6:56:00 PM- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -
it hurts when someone you love, love someone else
BUT
it hurts MORE when the someone you love, turns out to love your very bestfriend...
think about what i wrote earlier
what would you feel?
sad?
angry?
happy?
jealous?
perhaps, i would rather sacrifice my love for
my very bestfriend
but, it would be awkward & weird?
haiz, idk, think for yourself...
anyways, i started my day with tears
hmmm....dont ask why~
we went to pasir ris park, downtown east and macritchie reservoir
was a boring trip
as it was mostly meant for geog students,
not lit!
but we literature-ans still have to tag along
like nobody's business ._.
pasir ris park
still remember the day me and him
went there at night,
with our guitar ;)
how i'd wished it lasted longer~
lits sat at benches;
admiring the scenery, breeze and surroundings
while the geogs studied rocks stones twigs mangroves crabs, etc...
we had to do a poem
but i was'nt doing any
i was like, having my own "silent crying"
its a good thing that no one noticed ;)
and and i cant think of a poem about nature
all i can think was a poem about love;
hanya kenangan yang dapat ku kenang
hanya gambar yang dapat ku renung
hanya rindu yang dapat ku rasa
hanya suara yang dapat ku dengar
kini, kau sudah tiada
kau telah pergi jauh di sana
ingin sekali lagi ku bersamamu
menikmati masa denganmu
tetapi apakah daya
kau sudah lepaskannya
aku juga terpaksa
melepaskanmu walaupun tidak ku rela
ku kan tetap berdoa
untukmu oh sayangku
ku kan tetap mencinta
dirimu, oh kekasihku
terima kasih untuk segalanya
selamat tinggal ku ucapkan
padamu, oh cintaku...
yes, i wrote this MYSELF
although the last part was from
a malay song
but overall, 99% is originality ;)
and and its by experience, seriously
just dedicating it to him~
miss him alot
after pasir ris we headed to mac ritchie
me and shafikah watched porn
LOL!
damn funny and horny!
tired
we went hiking
argh
sleepy
reached school finish up nature poem
ended, went to inter with su syu shaf rina
me shaf rina went check out some things
like hp, cd, food
wanted LG KM 900 ARENA/ 5330 XPRESS MUSIC/LG 8MP PHONE
expensive, but, i like camera phones ;D
we checked out cds that may have porn in it
so maybe we could watched in online or in my itouch
HAHA ;P
bought caramel corn
i introduced it to shaf ;)
we met AN
he damn funny, haha
took 66
they were laughing at me because
i played TAP TAP REVENGE! ._.'
reached home
blogged
Facebook-ed
ate
now watching movie, gtg ;)
izahstillwillloveyounomatterwhathappenedseriously....